RAPED
You are being undressed,
youko, why don’t you fight back?
The fox was panting, his hair stained with the ashes on the floor, his
cheeks still sore from crying. But the rapist did not mind. One hand pinned the
youko’s chest to the ground firmly, as if the attacker hadn’t lost any strength
in battling the red-head. The other hand skillfully ripped the pink pants. The
youko in human form howled in fear and inner pain. He tasted the ashes on his
mouth and it made his heart burst.
You don’t talk to me, youko?
Did you burn my garden, you
piece of shit?
Kurama had closed his eyes by now, but the image of the dead plants,
the fuming soil and the scent of burned trees was all around him. Even more
because the ashes of his once so beloved friends, the trees in his garden,
tasted bitter on his lips, and the warmth of the soil beneath him proved to
him, that it was true... the garden really had been burning.
Did you burn my garden,
prick? The youko demanded, not willing to show his disgust to the rapist, not
willing to show how hurt he was. He received a hard punch into his naked thigh
for that and winced from the unexpected pain.
Be a gentle fox!
PRICK!
Another pinch. Kurama squirmed to free himself from the grip, still
panting and bleeding from the wounds beneath his ripped shirt. For a moment,
the hand on his back seemed to lighten a little. It was the moment the youko
had been waiting for. With the rest of his power, he jumped up, drawing his
strength from the strong wish to get away from the black-haired hentai. He fled
into the dead arms of his tree. It’s trunk was so warm, it almost seemed as if
it was a human being – alive. But the tree was dead, and the warmth was only
the remembrance of the fire.
Come back here, fox! The rapist
demanded.
You don’t really expect me
to just get up and come into your arms, do you? Kurama answered, leaning
his weak self against the powerless tree, trying hard not to show how worn out
he was.
You lost already,
bishounen-fox. And you know what I want.
Tears welled up in Kurama. This monster was so merciless and cold. His
hands clenched the tree behind him as he watched Karasu stand up and walk
towards him. Surely, he would have fled, but with what power? He had just been
defeated in a battle and everything around him was dead. The rapist laid one
hand against the tree, right above the red-head and came close, their lips
almost touching. Kurama held his breath, not wanting to smell how close the
bastard really was.
I know you are hiding
something from me, beautiful youko. A hand opened the buttons on
the red-head’s shirt and reached inside, touching warm skin, touching Kurama in
a way, which provoked disgust and fear inside of him. He jerked his head away,
not even thinking about what the black-haired demon had said. His mind was too
much drawn to the traveling hand under his shirt, he hated so much.
You are in love, fox. The rapist opened
more buttons. Kurama slowly got aware of what he had just heard. How did Karasu
know? He had never said a word about Hiei, how did that prick see what Kurama
missed so much? Maybe it was just a trick? Anyway, the tears which had only
pressed against his eyelids so far, came streaming now. It was his weakest
point, the rapist had hit. And it pained the fox.
Who is it?
Why are you doing this to
me?
You are beautiful...
If you like my body, why do
you hurt it?
I wouldn’t get even a word
from you otherwise. So, you are at least groaning with anything... Even if it’s pain.
You bastard...
Kurama felt weak, and he ignored the hand on his chest, the lips on his
cheeks, kissing the tears away, as if they meant to be nice to him. It was
deceiving, as if Karasu cared! Of course that prick did not care, of course, he
only followed his dirty fantasies here. And Kurama was the victim.
Who is it? He demanded
again.
I don’t know what you are
talking about, bastard. Kurama tried his best to sound harsh, but choked on
his tears instead. He would not say a word about Hiei! No need to endanger the
youkai as well, not the one he loved. He wouldn’t betray his love, his koibito!
Karasu grabbed the youko’s collar and threw him onto the burned soil.
WHO IS IT? Was there some
sort of pain in his voice beneath the anger? It didn’t matter anyway. Kurama
scrambled to get away, but his body would hardly cooperate. He could only get
onto his knees, before Karasu threw his heavy body upon him, and he was, where
he had been at the beginning: On the floor, without pants - on his stomach with
a rapist on top of him.
I won’t tell you, you dirty
bastard, fuck you! Kurama yelled, despite the inferior, dangerous
position he was in. Karasu straddled him from behind, sitting on him. He
reached for the battered arms, pinning them onto the fox’s back.
You are the only one, I am
gonna fuck! He said, provoking a painful howl from the youko. Kurama could feel and
hear how the one on top of him opened his pants. Not long and he would do it
again, would hurt him again. Kurama tried to writhe away. The rapist pushed his
arms up higher and the youko groaned in pain, giving up his feeble attempts.
GET AWAY FROM ME, RAPIST! The youko yelled
again, knowing it would not change a thing. Karasu leaned forward, his lips
almost touched Kurama’s ear.
Who is your lover? He whispered
angrily. But Kurama was determined to not give his secret away, not for the
world. Hiei had to be safe!
You think I am gonna tell
you and wait for you to rape him, too? He snarled harshly.
Shivering, he felt the other’s bare skin on his back and rear. He couldn’t even
tell, how Karasu had managed to take off his pants, having been in a position
like that. A slim, dirty hand wiped the ashes off of the bishounen’s face. It
only provoked more tears from the kitsune, he longed for someone to comfort
him. He almost felt as if he could find comfort in the slim hand brushing him,
as if it didn’t belong to the rapist himself. But he would not be deceived,
Karasu was a dirty prick, who now even started to fuck with Kurama’s mind.
Who is it? I will tear your
insides out, if you don’t tell me.
Do, you prick, I am not gonna
endanger him. If you had any idea about love, you fuck, you wouldn’t even try
to get that out of me.
You are the fuck here, fox, a dirty voice
answered and the body raised himself a bit from Kurama. The fox was all tensed,
he knew what would happen now. Karasu had done it before... many times. He felt
the rapist searching for his entrance. The fox whimpered, wished for the act to
be over now, instead of laying painfully ahead of him.
I will find out anyway, Karasu said,
striking the crave in front of him with a finger. Kurama tensed again, full of
tears.
If you don’t tell me, I will
probably be very nasty to him.
Will you leave him alone if
I tell you? Kurama asked, hopefully.
If you wish so, yes, Karasu said
almost gently. But the fox was reasonably dubious. He wouldn’t trust Karasu so
easily. No, he would not trust him at all – Karasu’s word was not worth a leaf,
dead or alive. And how should he find out, anyway? Karasu was only wanting to
make him feel bad. And it worked...
I won’t tell you, Kurama declared,
with the last bit of strength in his voice he had left. Karasu answered with a
pelvic thrust, forcing himself inside the youko, who cried out in pain and
disgust. It hurt! Karasu lowered himself on him again and again, forcefully.
His arousal was disgusting. And it was disgusting how he started panting as he
screwed Kurama’s insides.
Is it that friend of yours,
the Fire Demon? Karasu asked under his breath, with the most mean voice, Kurama had
ever heard. Unable to control himself, under the painful torture he was
receiving, Kurama whined some, giving the hint away, that Karasu was right
about Hiei. A hoarse laughter was heard. The rapist leaned down and kissed a
stiffed neck, muttering his thanks to Kurama for telling him. The fox whimpered
from the pain inside and outside, and from the feeling of Karasu’s breath
brushing against his skin in jolts. He wanted to tell him, that he would never
let him come close to his koi, that he would give his life to protect Hiei, but
under the pain and torture, there were only tears and sobs...
Karasu had stopped talking, he was only panting in the disgusting
pleasure he found in an unwilling, pained youko. The weight on his weakened
body made it impossible for Kurama to get away. This time, Karasu had not even
needed to tie him up.
The rapist found his climax in a satisfied moan, and Kurama felt the
disgusting juices spread in and on him. He felt wrong and dirty, for having
succumbed to it again, for even giving away the truth about the love he had
held secret for so long. Karasu drew
away from the crying bishounen, who laid there as if there was only the feeble
ningen left in him, not the strong fox from the makai in the least.
As soon as he was relieved of the weight, Kurama pulled his knees close
to his chest and crouched forwards, rolling in a ball like a young fox in fear.
... And he cried. He cried like the tortured boy he felt he was, hugging his
knees, trying to hide in the ashes of what once had been his friends. Karasu
brushed over his shoulder. The ningen winced.
Get away from me, he sobbed, isn’t it enough to rape me? He jerked
the hand away without looking and kept on sobbing. His nose was deeply buried
in between his knees. He felt Karasu standing there, watching him. He didn’t
care, as long as that prick did not touch him anymore. The dead ashes embraced
the dirty cloth and hair, holding the fox’s half-naked body warm in a last move
of friendship.
No plants, no Hiei... Kurama was all alone. Karasu left silently,
leaving the pained fox to himself. The tortured creature didn’t move for the
rest of the night, except for wrapping himself in his pants for some modesty.
How much he wished Hiei was here to comfort him.
When it started to dawn, Kurama forced himself to return to his room.
He weakly pushed the door open and stumbled to his bed. He was too weak to wash
off what the rapist had left on him. He fell onto his bed, starting in a crying
fit again. His hand clutched a small sheet of paper, he had found on the
sheets.
I’ll be back.